February 2012
22 posts
all day: tired
time to go to bed: not tired
I’ve been good over the weekend. But I think that’s because I have spent three out of the four days with Russell. He makes me feel better, I hope this short week goes okay.
Staying after school tomorrow for art club and wednesday for talent show tryouts. I want talent show to be done with, I shouldn’t have said I would be in it.
I’m just tired, sad, and weak
“The sadness will last forever.”
– Suicide note of Vincent van Gogh (1853-1890)
7 tags
I want to cut.
I’m always sick. being sick never ends, the sickness just changed. throwing up, cold, cramps, whatever.
January 2012
46 posts
2 tags
I’m selfish.
dykay:
When your so angry/sad/depressed/pissed off/annoyed and any other words to describe how I feel, that you just sit there and actually try to pull your hair out. Because feeling physical pain is better than emotional pain any day.
I started pulling my hair out.
youngfruit:
all I ever really want to do is sleep and snuggle
